life's big decision

sometimes you plan for things and then you change your mind.  In my life being impatient has never been a good thing, but usually good has come out of it in the long term.  Am I being impatient.  Should I just go for it.  Haven't I learned my lesson that I should just wait things out and they WILL go ok.  Or is this actually divine prompting sigh....maybe i should just wait until school starts and figure it out then